whole my life.

Money is a necessary evil,
sometimes putting it out of our life equation is what should we do,
all my life Ive heard struggle,
its time to end this vicious cycle and come on top of it.

live life to the fullest,
instead of worrying of finance,
focuses more on human aspect of it.

Which i might say is lacking....
even-though its lacking I'm trying the best i can do
to be a step ahead.

InsyaAllah, ill be great help to others.

aku stress

To who ever read my blog,
please read it with the understanding of my perspective,
try to see my story from the eyes of second eldest brother.

I hate it when my other siblings rude to my mother.
They always been, I wouldn't say that I'm nice all the time but then again.
There are always something that I knew not to do.

I envy other family that their children totally listen to their parents,
my family was not built that way,
instead of listening, we grow up as rebel but only against our family
but not our friends.

I guess, my mother is stronger than me.
I just wish my other siblings could see what they've done for us.
I'm sad because where the respect towards own family?
I hate to see my mother like this.
but then again, Ive lost any control of my siblings.
they have the mind of their own.

I guess life challenging our family this way.
I love my mother.
for all I care, if anyone dont respect her and treat her as she deserved.
They are not important to me.

I hope anyone that read this realize without your parents you wont be there,
reading my blogs and living your life as it is.
Love your parent,respect them,make them your priority.

with all my heart and soul,
Broken heart brother.